What i have in mind was "is there any too late??"
Hmm.. to be honest, i got confused now. Especially with Tizi. I dont understand him. Disuatu waktu he was always too busy with his work, but in a while he can be soo romantic. But I am not sure again with him. This week he was telling me that he want me to be with him and He want me to be sure that he really loves me. Sometimes i was thinking, beneran gak sih dia ngomong kayak gitu. He want me to fly to Milan (and sometimes i’m tired of this.. )
Sejujurnya, rasa sayang itu masih ada. Cuman, gak yakin. Rasa sayang yang begitu dalam itu udah berkurang dan sedikit demi sedikit hampir hilang. Apakah ini ada sangkutannya dengan orang ketiga ya?? atau orang ke-empat. Mungkin kehadiran mas jaff sedikit mempengaruhi kali ya??
Mungkin udah saat nya harus memikirkan sejenak baik buruknya. Keseriusannya. Dan mungkin juga sholat istikarah dan minta petunjuk hanya pada-NYA.
