..::My little secret in life now and the future::..

hari ini hari jumpit aka jumat kejepit.. di kantor gak ada pengumuman libur, tp sebagian besar pada meliburkan diri.. giling.. di ruangan gue ini hanya gue seorang yang masuk kantor… Ruangan ini jadi berasa sepiiiii banget… Tapi gak apa-apa juga sih.. hehe….

enihow, udah lama juga gak update blog ku ini.. udah ampir seminggu lebih sejak kita berencana mau wikenan ke Bali bareng ama kantor.

Dan as you know, the trip was not soo good as i was imagined. But at least gue ketemu ama Ken.. Tambah ganteng aja tuh cowo yang satu itu… He helped me on delivering my lukisan.. Thanks Ken..

Oh iya, kemaren pas libur 17an, di RW rumah gue ngadain perlombaan-perlombaaan gituw.. Dan salah satu lomba yang gue ikutin adalah lomba masukin pinsil ke botol … wakwaw… hehehe… Tapi gue kalah pas di semi final.. Guess what, malah mama yang menang dan masuk ke Final dan juara 2.. hahaha.. padahal selisih 2 detik ama yg juara 1.

Eniwei, mau pulang dulu ah…

capek… dan ngantuk.. duduww

hehe.. jadi pengen ketawa denger kata IJO LUMUT..

My friend said that gue adalah IJO LUMUT.. ini jomblo lucu dan imut.. wakakakka.. paling bisa deh…
tapi yang jelas,  gue dah lebih kuat sekarang..

Without him, gue tetep bisa move on kok.. Gue gak lemah, dan seperti kata Peo, there are plenty of fishes in the sea… hehe..  thanks Peo..

Time passed and goes by…

The reality has changed as well..

I am happy, eventhough we are not meant for each other, maybe God knows what’s best for me. I am happy because i have friends that always cheer-me up when i am down.. Thanks to you all.

Yesterday, suddently i finally communicate with my old boss when i was in Technokids, her name is Ibu Mirah.. Waaah.. I am verry happy… It’s been more than 4 years never been in touch with her. And finally she is now having a lovely 4 years old daughter named Faith Ruby. She sent me her daughther’s pic, and she is cute. YOu know, at the picture, she is winking her half eyes. hehe.. cute..

And then, we talked and talked and she offers me to work in Inlingua to teach English. Wow.. I don’t have the English degree nor the proffession as English Teacher, but she said that some of the trainers that she has there, their english skills was poored. But still, i guess, mine is poorest, since i dont have the capability as an english teacher. I did the english training before at my office, but to make it as a proffession, hm.. maybe it’s a good thinking thou…

Anyway, i am now healing and moving on.. I think there is still a good guy in this world. Maybe from now on, i will be more selective in choosing someone for my life to be with. I dont want to let this kinda things happen again in my life. I have spend one bloody year with him.. And what did i get? I guess, maybe the religion things does effect our relationship. Now, i am looking for someone who is submissive and keen.

However, My relationship with alex is still going well eventhough we have been separated for years. Besides, i know his family well. But still i will keep him as a good friends.